一个早晨的诗情

December 27, 2011

牛和无花果树都不认识你,
马和你家的蚂蚁不认识你,
孩子和下午 不认识你
因为你已长眠。

石头的腰枝不认识你,
你破裂其中的黑段子不认识你。
你沉默的记忆不认识你
因为你已长眠。

秋天会带来白色小蜗牛,
朦胧的葡萄和聚集的山,
没有人会窥视你的眼睛
因为你已长眠。

因为你已长眠,
像大地上所有的死者,
像所有死者被遗忘
在成堆的死狗之间。

没有人认识你。没有。而我歌唱你。
为了子孙我歌唱你的优雅风范。
歌唱你所理解的炉火纯青。
歌唱你对死亡的胃口和对其吻的品尝。
歌唱你勇猛下的喜悦的悲哀。

这要好久,可能的话,才会诞生
一个险要的如此真实丰富的安达卢西亚人,
我用呻吟之词歌唱他的优雅,
我记住橄榄树林的一阵悲风。

One poetry by Federico Lorca I recently read and learn by heart. I wrote it down from my memory. The poetry was translated by Bei Dao, my No.1 poet in the world. Some of the sentences in this poetry touch me so much.

Little poor family

December 21, 2011

I have a sweet home but i have a bitter heart. I always forget to treat myself well. Yes, that’s the word: forget to… I used to be the one cares myself but now i even cannot remember the thought. Is this the gap between the single one and the married one?

Wei, all these nightmares can disappear only because you are by my side. All those fights and cries between us are out of disappointments to myself. I demand much more than i can afford. Not materially but the satisfaction to a girl like me, a poor girl.

/////////up is grey///////

////////down is blue/////

We spend all our money to build the store for Bananafish Books. That’s my pressure and my pleasure. We start from Zero like we began our life in Shanghai two years ago.

This is what it looks like:

How much do I love Blue? Bananafish is in a blue house. He is a small fish, but we image he swims in the capacious blue sea. We will try to make it full of happiness and fun in the future.

New moon on the sky

December 18, 2011

The Cranberries
Damien Rice
Suzanne Vega
Mazzy Star
Azure Ray
Cocteau Twins
Maximilian Hecker
Devics
Elliott Smith

Music on my pillow

Tom Waits
Elvis Presley
Elton John
Iggy Pop
Janis Joplin
Neil Young
Lou Reed
Willie Nelson
Nick Drake
Grateful Dead
David Bowie
Sonic Youth
Beck
Leonard Cohen
Joan Baez
Pink Floyd
Sinéad O’Connor

Days of my ears

December 17, 2011

Bob Dylan
The Sex Pistols
Aretha Franklin
The Rolling Stones
The Adverts
Nirvana
Bruce Springsteen
Arrested Development
Chuck Berry
Beach Boys
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
Oasis